Aligning Atoms: The Daring Bakers’ December Sourdough Challenge
by piecurious
There have been many moments in my life where I have felt defeated. Where the goals I set for myself seemed unattainable, extending far beyond my reach. If I was feeling exceptionally self-absorbed, I sometimes felt like I was being punished, like all the atoms that make up the universe were aligning to prevent me from doing or being what I wanted. Other times I wondered if perhaps I was being ungrateful—that I wanted or expected too much.

And then there have been moments where the exact opposite has been true. Where I have felt that everything I have wanted has been handed to me as if on a silver platter. During these moments my chest tightens over my inability to fully express my gratitude to the universe. I marvel at how everything—timing, people, places, events—have come together in such a way to make my goals attainable. I suddenly forget all of my hard work and dedication—those moments of defeat and the sacrifices made—instead perceiving myself as being unduly privileged and fortunate.
I find myself now in one of these latter moments.
Over the past few weeks my life has spiraled upwards and seemingly over the moon. I went from having my fingers crossed to being paralyzed with incredulity and gratefulness. Major life-changing events are unraveling at light speed. The New Year will find me in a new city, a new job, and somehow writing my first professional magazine article (fingers crossed again that I find the time to get this done despite the stress and mess of moving at such short notice!). This is therefore a note of excuse for the probable hiatus I will be taking from baking/blogging. I will be moving in with my mother temporarily who doesn’t even have a working oven, which, I think, is a pretty decent excuse. But hopefully this streak of luck will continue and everything will fall together easily… like this month’s Daring Bakers’ Challenge.
Our Daring Bakers Host for December 2011 was Jessica of My Recipe Project and she showed us how fun it is to create Sour Dough bread in our own kitchens! She provided us with Sour Dough recipes from Bread Matters by Andrew Whitley as well as delicious recipes to use our Sour Dough bread in from Tonia George’s Things on Toast and Canteen’s Great British Food!
For the December Daring Bakers Challenge, I made a rye sourdough. The bread came together quick and disappeared just as fast. My tumultuous life has left me with few photos other than the less-than-appetizing proof-of-completion photo you see below. Originally, I had planned to do an experiment. The Whitley recipe uses an extraordinarily wet starter (left starter pictured below), the builds of which require a significant amount of starter to new water/flour ratio–a 3:2:1 ratio. And his “production sourdough” uses a ratio of 1:3:6. I wished to compare it with Reinhart’s stiff rye sourdough (right starter pictured below), the starter for which I was building according to a 1:2:2 ratio and seemed more active. But life got in the way.

The Whitley recipe was easier, requiring only that you mix the dough, let it rise, then pour the soupy mess into a loaf pan. The result was a dense, intensely sour rye, best eaten toasted. I ate mine with mashed avocado, topped with chopped Turkish figs and drizzled with honey and sprinkled with rock sea salt. As I am not a strong connoisseur of rye, I can’t speak to the outcome as much as I’d like. But I sure do like mashed avocado with honey on toast and suggest you give it a try. In the meantime, I have a date with some cardboard boxes and packing tape…

Congratulations on such exciting news! It’s a lot to take in all at once, especially at the holidays. But you can do it. And the baking will always be there. Can’t wait to hear more about your adventures.
Thank you, Heather! It looks like you’ve had a busy five months with your new home. I can’t wait to see what further “to-do” list refurbishes you have on your list!
Congratulations and best of luck with your tumultuous near future! It sounds like an exciting 2012 lies ahead.
I do like the sound of mashed avocado and honey on rye. I must give it a try.
Thank you, Suz. But to be honest, mashed avocado and honey is so much better on a fresh baguette!
Wow…what an exciting opportunity! Hope your moving goes smoothly. Maybe I should have tried the rye, but I’m not a big fan of it, so I stayed away. Oh, well! :-)
Thanks, Claire. Most of my stuff is in boxes now so… fingers crossed the rest goes as swift and easy!
I’m not a huge fan of rye either. I only made it because I never have before. I think the country bread was the better choice, by far :)
Congratulations on your new adventures! I hope they work out even half as beautifully as your bread did – Good luck, and I am glad you were able to share with us this month!
Thanks, Ruth! I’ll be sad to have to miss the next challenge. Maybe I’ll be able to find a way to make it work :)
All the best with the exciting changes coming your way :) Maybe once you’re settled you can try the experiment again? Mashed avocado and honey on toast is not a combo I’ve heard of before, but now I’m intrigued to try it!
Thanks, Korena. I definitely hope to try again with the experiment. I’ll just tuck it away with the rest of my bread to-dos (yes… I have a to-do list of bread-related items…).
And if you do ever try the mashed avocado and honey, I might suggest that it is far more delicious on fresh baguette!
Go get ‘em, C!! Here’s hoping your writing career takes off, because you’re good at it – compelling, interesting, funny and moving by turns. But don’t give up the baking!!!
Thanks for the ever-present encouragement, Mark! You know I won’t give up the baking! After all, I have a Green Tomato Pie to make…
Good luck and the best wishes to you! What a way to start a new year and new life. I am so waiting for your articles. Keep me updated on where you appear. Will you be writing for a specific magazine from now on or several?
You have a great talent. It seems like it just flows for you.
For a rookie like me, I keep reading books on writing and see if I can put two sentences together :) Appreciate any recommendation :)
Thank you, Ilke! But wow… your praise is too much! I’m an amateur (if that!). All I’ve been doing is reading books on writing too. I just happened across a call for submission from a magazine I’m familiar with and despite the fact that everything in my head was telling me I couldn’t possibly write for a magazine–that I wasn’t ready–I thought what’s the worse that could happen? And appearances are deceiving… it can take me the good part of a day to compose even a short post on this blog. It’s definitely more stops & starts than flow! :)
And you underestimate your own talent! I love your reading your blog – you have a style that really engages the reader. There aren’t that many food blogs where I want to read the FULL post, but yours is one of them!
If you haven’t already read it, Dianne Jacob’s “Will Write For Food” is my go-to book on food writing! The book is SO encouraging, and I’m convinced it’s because I followed her advice on writing an article query that my ideas got picked up by a magazine!